Oct 14, 2008 00:58
just to give you a hint at how fucked up my school/work/sleeping schedule is...it's 1 in the morning and i'm getting ready to go to the grocery store. I sleep during normal hours that people would "shop" and it sucks that trader joe's isn't open 24 hours a day. i have problems. im mainly going because i crave fruit by the foot, honestly.
still sick / throat-fucked. story of my life. i'm used to it now. cough drops are the new candy, i swear to god.
me and kt aren't really talking again. through one of our "phases." another story of my life.
went to lunch with paolo today. i have to tell you a really funny/disgusting story about him later. well fuck ill just tell it now. he got really wasted while iw as working. he wasn't working. begged me to take him home, not take him home but take him home. so i did when i got off and i thought he was literally going to die. like he had trouble breathing and everything and he ended up pissing himself and throwing up all over himself. let me just tell you right now...you think you have seen someone in a bad light or seen them low...you haven't. when someone you used to hook up with just pissed themselves and then threw up on themselves and was so blacked out you couldn't tell whether they were awake or not....new all time LOW. for fucking sure. seriously. omg that was such a bad night. he owed me lunch. which explains the lunch. he is also the only person i know in life who doesn't know what the fuck they want more. at least people who know what they want can be picky, but people like him can't make decisions for shit and the ones they do make they make for no reason at all. who can live like that? honestly? it's bad.
okay.
seriously.
fruit by the foot.
peace out girlscouts
p.s. my fucking dad got a facebook and friend requested me. im fucking leaving that shit pending until i figure out enough security/privacy settings that he continue to think that im an angel. this is awful. absolutely awful.