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the possibility for a restful night's sleep went out the window hours and weeks and months and screams ago. insomnia in full effect.
everything has been crumbling and falling apart lately... nothing is forever. and nothing lately makes me the slightest bit content. there are too many wrongs to ever make a right, and i'm not sure if i'm even wanting anything to rectify itself. it all makes sense in the grand scheme i suppose, but right now, i am not okay with it.
toss and turn and twist the sheets into a horrendous mess.
i need a room mate, and quick. i'm fucked in the housing department. and honestly, a summer spent in desperation and sadness is not a summer in the least.
this is all hauntingly depressing. i'm not sure how to handle it all.
xoxo.tracey.
everything has been crumbling and falling apart lately... nothing is forever. and nothing lately makes me the slightest bit content. there are too many wrongs to ever make a right, and i'm not sure if i'm even wanting anything to rectify itself. it all makes sense in the grand scheme i suppose, but right now, i am not okay with it.
toss and turn and twist the sheets into a horrendous mess.
i need a room mate, and quick. i'm fucked in the housing department. and honestly, a summer spent in desperation and sadness is not a summer in the least.
this is all hauntingly depressing. i'm not sure how to handle it all.
xoxo.tracey.