Apr 06, 2004 20:28
I don't think I'll ever understand. I love him so much...but recently I can't understand what he wants from me. He tells me all he wants is me, and he loves me. I believe all of this, ALL OF IT. I just think he doesn't realize whats going on. I don't think he realizes that I love him so much I'm losing him. He does things sometimes that hurt me, and I don't think he realizes that, nor do I expect him to, nor do I blame him. He completes me, I've never felt better. Everytime I'm around him I just smile. Leaving him would never, and is never an option. I guess theres just obsticals everyone has to get over. I love you Christian....with all of my heart. I'll never picture myself with anyone else. Ever.