i know it's been a while since i last updated so here goes...

[tracerchick]

wow! so much has changed in the past few months.. i don't even remember what was going on last time i updated.. AJ is in san diego, CA so.. blah.. i really miss him but i hate long distance relationships.. he knows that, but he still wants to be with me.. at least, i think he does.. he tried to call me the other day but i was at work so i didn't get to talk to him.. i've gone back to working at mcdonald's.. crazy, huh? charles and i dated for a couple of months but he's gay so that obviously didn't work out, right? i don't know what i want at this point.. i want aj back honestly.. i miss him so much and it tears me up to think he is so far away.. i can't believe it..

i'm back in the st. martin area.. moved in with a friend from school and it's working out well.. i'm starting to work on getting debts paid off and there's always gas in my car now which never happened when i was in orange grove.. so that's cool.. i've hung out at a friend from school's house just about all weekend now.. it's cool i guess.. we're partying pretty much alllllllllll of next weekend.. christmas eve, then christmas, then my bday so.. yea! it's almost my birthday again.. next sunday i'll be a whole 19! woo hoo! ok.. well, i think that's all i can think of right now so i'll update again when i think of more

luv yas