Feb 14, 2005 23:38
Well... Valentines Day
is almost over, 20 more minutes left. I've never dreaded this day...
i'm usually a fan of it... its never been a problem of mine to have
atleast 1 person to spend it with ((haha))... but today was extra
special. I got my first gift of roses from a guy, and not just 1 dozen... but 2 dozen!!
My boyfriend is just so awesome... I was able to spend today with him
((which was very much not expected)) and that just made it even
better!! we got to celebrate it 2 days.. yesterday and today! haha...
It kinda felt like any other day, but it was still a good day.
My dad is doing a little better
everyday. He's not out of the hospital yet and they haven't given us a
day that they think he might be out. But atleast he's getting better...
God is good and being very graceous to our family. You see God's grace
so much more while going through hard times, yet we never ask for
troubles to hit our lives... I just can't wait for heaven and to be
able to have perfect body, to be able to just worship God perfectly and
forever. Its amazing to see the body of Christ surround our family
during this time. I get sooo many calls everyday of people calling just
to say that they are praying for us, probably 5 cards everyday too. And
more meals than we can eat!! haha... I like all the desserts we've been
getting though!! YUMMY! Yeah, anyway... i can't wait for my family to
be back to normal... I think i'll appreciate our "normal" a lot more
now. And I can't wait to have my mom back home again... its so weird to
be here day in and day out with her not being here with me... I dont
want to do it much longer. But I know God will provide us with
everything we need, when we need it.
Well I finally enrolled in school... I'm going to take a Fitness and
Nutrition course online. I'll be starting up this next week probably, I
just have to wait to get the junk in the mail. WOO HOO... I know many
people are suprised by this, but its a good suprise "TRACY IS ACTUALLY
DOING SOMETHING!!" haha... its a miracle. I'll tell you how it goes...
i haven't been in school in 2 years and the last 2 years of high school
barely even counted... haha... gosh, now i'm scared... haha, j/k j/k.
But i wonder what it'll be like doing school. I hope its like
homeschool... cause thats all I know. haha. Poor me... and greg...
hahaha. He has to go to REAL college in the fall, that stinks for him!!
haha... anyway...
I'm tired..... good night all who read this... *cough* no one *cough*
I dont wanna be bound... by anyone but you Master
I dont want any chains on me but the bonds of your love
I want to give you... all I have to offer
All my desires, all my love, I give to you
Wont you hold me in Your arms
Tie my heart to Yours
And I will serve You all my days
And then, i'll see Your face and worship You, Jesus my Lord!!