just one word.... (and other stuff)
Please leave a one-word comment that you think best describes me.
It can only be one word.
No more.
Then copy & paste this in your journal so that I may leave a word about you.
in other news... today is the big day! the interview is set for 3:30. GOD.... ok. i used to do theatre... once, in sophmore year, i had to go onstage BY MYSELF, the only person onstage infront of a FULL HOUSE. i got so nervous i went outside behind the theatre and got sick. i feel that nervous now. ive been trying to get a job with these guys since january. all my EMT knowledge is... well, fleeing me. im scared. lol
and in OTHER other news... he is still not interested. just wants to be friends. its so.. depressing. but atleast SHE told him she isnt interested... at all... so she is out of the picture. good, i suppose. lkess i have to be depressed about. im hoping that after i get on meds and start losing weight il;l be more attractive physically and mentally. maybe.. just maybe he might change his mind. who knows?
daddy goes in on the 19th. thats tuesday. he will be getting his kidneys removed, both of them, and starting dialysis. once he is recovered, he will be eligible for transplant. james is sofar the only person whose gotten close to being acceptable. im hoping so hard.
It can only be one word.
No more.
Then copy & paste this in your journal so that I may leave a word about you.
in other news... today is the big day! the interview is set for 3:30. GOD.... ok. i used to do theatre... once, in sophmore year, i had to go onstage BY MYSELF, the only person onstage infront of a FULL HOUSE. i got so nervous i went outside behind the theatre and got sick. i feel that nervous now. ive been trying to get a job with these guys since january. all my EMT knowledge is... well, fleeing me. im scared. lol
and in OTHER other news... he is still not interested. just wants to be friends. its so.. depressing. but atleast SHE told him she isnt interested... at all... so she is out of the picture. good, i suppose. lkess i have to be depressed about. im hoping that after i get on meds and start losing weight il;l be more attractive physically and mentally. maybe.. just maybe he might change his mind. who knows?
daddy goes in on the 19th. thats tuesday. he will be getting his kidneys removed, both of them, and starting dialysis. once he is recovered, he will be eligible for transplant. james is sofar the only person whose gotten close to being acceptable. im hoping so hard.