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Between the stripping, the water, the wet t-shirt contest and the grinding, I managed to actually write in this thing.
Angel's been a great friend to me lately. She got out of me why I do what I do... and I thank her for sitting there and lsitening to me.
Slowly, I'm going to start dating around again. Meaning... not just "Wham. Bam, Thank you Ma'am" type of thing. Like.. serious relationships.
I really don't know if I can keep faithful... which is going to hurt this person the most. I can stand joking around and being all tough, but when someone is actually hurt, it kills me.
But I've decided I'd start... and yes... I know who I'm starting with. In the past 2 days, all she's shown me is care and comfort and good times... and yes... -nods- it is illegal and I could be put away for a long time because of this...
A long long time. But I'm willing to try. And if it doesn't work then.. it's okay, cause I know in the end she'll stay my friend. I'm happy enough as it is.
Now, this is to someone who may or may not know that I'm talking to them...
I can sit and listen to you go on about your poor wretched life, I can put on a smile and suck it up... but when you're saying that my friend is a bastard, an asshole and many other names, I tend to get fuming. This guy has been in my life longer than you've ever thought about him. I know how he is, I know what he does and why he does it. I can tell you why he does the shit he does... and in return I don't enjoy you playing the poor poor person who's life is just so terrible because, God forbid someone doesn't want your ass. Deal with it, deal with what life gives you. Don't think HE'S an ass because HE doean't want you. You can't force him to stay with you no matter how much you fuckin' try. Shit happens, fuckin' suck it up and deal with it. You'll forget him in an instant when some guy wants ass from you anyway. Just don't, and I repeat DON'T fucking call my best friend names and think he's the reason your life is so bad.
And now I'm done.
Angel's been a great friend to me lately. She got out of me why I do what I do... and I thank her for sitting there and lsitening to me.
Slowly, I'm going to start dating around again. Meaning... not just "Wham. Bam, Thank you Ma'am" type of thing. Like.. serious relationships.
I really don't know if I can keep faithful... which is going to hurt this person the most. I can stand joking around and being all tough, but when someone is actually hurt, it kills me.
But I've decided I'd start... and yes... I know who I'm starting with. In the past 2 days, all she's shown me is care and comfort and good times... and yes... -nods- it is illegal and I could be put away for a long time because of this...
A long long time. But I'm willing to try. And if it doesn't work then.. it's okay, cause I know in the end she'll stay my friend. I'm happy enough as it is.
Now, this is to someone who may or may not know that I'm talking to them...
I can sit and listen to you go on about your poor wretched life, I can put on a smile and suck it up... but when you're saying that my friend is a bastard, an asshole and many other names, I tend to get fuming. This guy has been in my life longer than you've ever thought about him. I know how he is, I know what he does and why he does it. I can tell you why he does the shit he does... and in return I don't enjoy you playing the poor poor person who's life is just so terrible because, God forbid someone doesn't want your ass. Deal with it, deal with what life gives you. Don't think HE'S an ass because HE doean't want you. You can't force him to stay with you no matter how much you fuckin' try. Shit happens, fuckin' suck it up and deal with it. You'll forget him in an instant when some guy wants ass from you anyway. Just don't, and I repeat DON'T fucking call my best friend names and think he's the reason your life is so bad.
And now I'm done.