Dec 27, 2002 09:50
My Christmas holiday consisted of getting a ring thrown back at me, having my girlfriend at the time hop a flight to New York, feel like I've been hit in the head several times, and an ex girlfriend that I thought I could handle seeing again.
Two days before Christmas... Jessy decided to bring up to me that Nick said he loved her and that she wanted to break up with me. Lovely, eh? So for 2 days I'm heartbroken, THEN I'm told she still loves me and needs me.
I don't know what to do... while her and I were split, I had time to rethink the path I'm taking in life. Sure I'd love to be with Jessy, but I saw another girl who wouldn't hurt me... at least I don't think.
So then, last night I'm in the chat minding my own business and then... BAM... in comes Jenny. I didn't know she was here and.. well... it hit me hard when I saw her name. I talked to her a little, kind of weird.... and I hate that. I'm going to make it not weird... I want it normal.
And throughout all of this drama and craziness, one person has been there to listen to me rant and go on and on about shit. Thanks Angel, I thank you for putting up with me and my crap. You're one of a kind... amazing. You're the best. I owe you a trip to -smiles- Chuck E Cheeses paid for by me. Love ya, kid.
Trace