Apr 06, 2005 00:10
I understand that she is stressed out and all...she hasn't been able to speak to her husband for very long recently, but to blatently call me a liar...what the hell? We had a little mis-understanding and I was fine with it. I didn't have any problems, if there was one thing I learned from my father it was to keep calm, so I did.
Here's what happened...I asked to be able to use something, and she thought that I was asking for something else. We were on different levels...I was getting frustrated, so I got up and left. I grabbed my stuff and began to leave. She asked me why I was angry, it was a simple misunderstanding. I told her I wasn't and that I was fine with it. She told me not to disrespect her by lying to her. I told her that I wasn't lying. And I proceeded to tell her not to make something out of something that was not. She said she wasn't and some other stuff, so I just left.
One thing to understand about me is that I don't take much personally and I don't get upset easily. When there is any situation, I am always the calm one. I can remain calm in almost any situation, just ask Amanda.
However, one thing that I do take personally is being called a liar. That is one thing that I am not. I may be an ass hole, but I am not a liar. I am brutally honest, this I know. Being called a liar is why I left. I was calm and I wanted to know that in the misunderstanding, I was the mature one. I almost lost my composure when called a liar, but I did not.
I know this is long and all, but I'm just a little upset about the whole situation. Maybe we'll talk about it tomorrow, maybe not. I don't know. I wish Amanda was online to talk to...but...I'll see you soon enough, hon!
(I know it's been a while since I've posted...sorry that it is so negative! I'll try to do a better one soon enough!)