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I think it's time to go into isolation again. I'm sick of having to take the good with the bad, ie. spending time with people that i like that also happen to be around people with really bad make up and think that they're so GAF because they have a cradle of filth shirt on and they're wearing make up that consists of red and black smeared over thier faces (melting off) . God i know i'm a superficial whore but really.... when i'm trying to sleep listening to such memorable quotes as 'hahaha emos suck, they think they're so goth but they probably don't even know who the murderdolls are' *twitch* No no i need much alcahol to go through that again. Adding to that the fact that i have to save money for bond when Shelley and I move out. But I do so want to see a bunch of people, beautiful people. I know i'm a horrible person..... haha everyone says i'm 'cute' and i say 'no no i'm a horrible person' and then they giggle like the fact that i could be a horrible person is cute.... they'll soon learn.... *Crazy eyes*
I finally got to have a conversation with Bek.... that girl is so fucking lovely, i should stop being so scared to talk to people. Haleys trying to teach me to be more punk, and i think Prew was as well... but i can't quite remember cause we drank quite a lot of vodka... however i'm far too much of a lady to be punk :< Goodness i even spat... whilst calling Haley a fucking tit.... doesn't quite work on me, even if my hawk is up. schmeh
Love to all . . . i'm off to make toast
I finally got to have a conversation with Bek.... that girl is so fucking lovely, i should stop being so scared to talk to people. Haleys trying to teach me to be more punk, and i think Prew was as well... but i can't quite remember cause we drank quite a lot of vodka... however i'm far too much of a lady to be punk :< Goodness i even spat... whilst calling Haley a fucking tit.... doesn't quite work on me, even if my hawk is up. schmeh
Love to all . . . i'm off to make toast