Confessions Are Lost xx
You're not the first girl to cut her fears in her arms, then let them tickle down, to pools in your hands, you can hang yourself with your heart strings, because I know you don't need them to hold yourself up anymore. But don't look down because I dunno, Falling is fatal, from this height I know, I should have never held you up this high. I'll fall to the floor, but you have to pull yourself together.
I don't know why I think about it everyday. The hate fades but everything else just stays the same. It is in the past, yet people remind me of it every day. I can't stand thinking of it, it still drives me insane. I wish I could have changed things before they got that far. But wishing only makes it worse, I know. I can't change anything. They had such a tragic ending. There's nothing I can do to fix it, everyone else can make it right, if they wanted to. I was not the only one to make mistakes, as most know. I'm not really to blame for what happened. Or am I?
I'm so tired of looking for these answers. The one person I thought I could trust, I trusted with everything. And, It just seems like it means nothing now. I guess it doesn't though. I'm tired of putting my trust in someone. I assure you, they won't get it again. Keeping in contact for fear of losing a few pixels is nothing, when I've lost alot more here.