life lately.
I'm kind of frustrated right now. I've been thinking a lot about my life lately, and I think I came to a conclusion. Something must be missing here. I don't really know what it is yet, though. It could be a number of things, I suppose.
First of all, how come I am really not enjoying my senior year? Isn't this supposed to be OUR year, MY year? Well, it hardly feels like it. But I can't identify the problem. Part of me feels tired of it all. Sometimes I get really sick of the immature drama.
And another thing. I'm starting to realize that some of my friends are not the people I thought they were. Some people just don't care as much as I thought they did. And others have changed. And I've grown apart from others that I really do miss. It sucks. And I don't know what to do about it.
But that's not all. What am I going to do after this? College, yes...but what? There's so many things I want to try and have considered pursuing. And there's got to be more out there that I might love, but don't know about yet. I guess that's not really a short-term concern, but still, I wonder. I don't want to take the wrong path.
This entry doesn't flow the way I wanted it to. But I can't fix it...they're just my thoughts. So there you go.
First of all, how come I am really not enjoying my senior year? Isn't this supposed to be OUR year, MY year? Well, it hardly feels like it. But I can't identify the problem. Part of me feels tired of it all. Sometimes I get really sick of the immature drama.
And another thing. I'm starting to realize that some of my friends are not the people I thought they were. Some people just don't care as much as I thought they did. And others have changed. And I've grown apart from others that I really do miss. It sucks. And I don't know what to do about it.
But that's not all. What am I going to do after this? College, yes...but what? There's so many things I want to try and have considered pursuing. And there's got to be more out there that I might love, but don't know about yet. I guess that's not really a short-term concern, but still, I wonder. I don't want to take the wrong path.
This entry doesn't flow the way I wanted it to. But I can't fix it...they're just my thoughts. So there you go.