I don't wanna live in this sci fi scaryland anymore. I don't like this place.
Also, tomorrow is the one year anniversary of my first boyfriend's suicide. I keep thinking about where I was last year at that time (at my desk, frantically calling his cousin at work to see wtf was going on).
Last year, this week was one of the worst weeks of my life. I got dumped, my mom got really sick and almost died, my first boyfriend died, and my brother was arrested for drug trafficking.
This year things are pretty freaking great, though.
I know that feeling. A year after my sister's death i almost had a nervous breakdown because I was going to the exact same place and doing the exact same things as I did the year before. It was creepy being in the same place and halfway expecting to get another phone call telling me to "get here NOW". eeeek.
I'm sorry about your niece :( I have the hardest time with losing those who, by all rights, should outlive me, ya know? take care and I'll keep you in my thoughts on saturday.
My dad lost his job :( His supervisor is/was a real dick and screwed him over. The job market sucks, and he can't find shit to do, but won't take unemployment because he's too proud. This means that to make ends meet, I'm probably going to have to move back home, instead of getting an apartment like I'd hoped :(
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Also, tomorrow is the one year anniversary of my first boyfriend's suicide. I keep thinking about where I was last year at that time (at my desk, frantically calling his cousin at work to see wtf was going on).
Last year, this week was one of the worst weeks of my life. I got dumped, my mom got really sick and almost died, my first boyfriend died, and my brother was arrested for drug trafficking.
This year things are pretty freaking great, though.
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eeeek.
I'm sorry about your niece :( I have the hardest time with losing those who, by all rights, should outlive me, ya know? take care and I'll keep you in my thoughts on saturday.
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