Probably no reason to go anon, but whatever
anonymous
July 20 2009, 07:20:10 UTC
I was about 13, at my computer in the den playing The Sims and drawing. Back then I was extremely insecure about my art skills. My sister, 18 months younger, came up to me and asked, repeatedly and in an obnoxious manner, "Who's that ugly person? Who's that ugly person? Huh? Who is that ugly person?" I ignored her and eventually got really fed up, because I thought she was asking about my drawing, calling it ugly. I loudly told her off and shooed her away by swiping my hand in her direction. It hit her and I knocked the wind out of her - which I didn't intend D:
She clutched her stomach and started gasping for air, then doubled over sideways on the floor. I FREAKED OUT and ran upstairs to tell my dad what I did and what I can do to help her and I cried for a long time.
Turns out she was just trying to inquire about The Sims :(
Re: Probably no reason to go anon, but whatever
anonymous
July 20 2009, 07:24:23 UTC
Yeah, I used to be SO MEAN to her when we were kids. It makes me feel bad. She didn't deserve it, I was just a brat and a bully. We get along alright now, we have tons of stuff in common, but it will probably take several more years for a really good bond forms between us. From her to me, anyway :(
Re: Probably no reason to go anon, but whatevervapor_lockJuly 20 2009, 07:34:46 UTC
I think that means you're really sweet and you care about taking responsibility for what you do. A lot of siblings would be just say 'Shouldn't have been in my way' or something.
Re: Probably no reason to go anon, but whatever
anonymous
July 20 2009, 07:46:54 UTC
Well, i have moments of anger in which my judgement is REALLY clouded and I just act purely on impulse. IMMEDIATELY after though I come to my senses and realize what I did and almost always fess up and admit fault.
I'm glad I'm able to take responsibility for my actions, but it kind of scares me that I have moments where I lose control like that. =( Now that I'm older i have an easier time controlling impulses but still.
I ignored her and eventually got really fed up, because I thought she was asking about my drawing, calling it ugly. I loudly told her off and shooed her away by swiping my hand in her direction. It hit her and I knocked the wind out of her - which I didn't intend D:
She clutched her stomach and started gasping for air, then doubled over sideways on the floor. I FREAKED OUT and ran upstairs to tell my dad what I did and what I can do to help her and I cried for a long time.
Turns out she was just trying to inquire about The Sims :(
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I'm glad I'm able to take responsibility for my actions, but it kind of scares me that I have moments where I lose control like that. =( Now that I'm older i have an easier time controlling impulses but still.
thank you vapor_lock =)
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