maybe it's the red pants...

[tpqueen]

Which are very very lucky. It's the first time I wear them, and I've discovered their hidden astronomical powers. Ha! not. But, they were lucky enough that Jr and I are on speaking terms again. And, of course, the mBoy subject. Is he falling for me? I can't tell. But he always finds reasons to hug me or pull me closer. How I wish it was somebody else instead of him! He just made me realize I long for physical contact, for kisses, for any kind of touch, and of course this can't come from him. I won't fall in the same pit over and over again.

The good thing is, tomorrow I'm going swimming @ Dora's, and I'll be bronze and sexy for Saturday! Gera's coming. God, maybe I can sneak some info out of him... at last!