Nov 16, 2007 20:26
It hit me today, how little time I have to do anything.
I spend most of my time at home: getting ready for work, trying to unwind from work, sleeping, doing homework, or getting ready for school. Otherwise I'm probably at work, in class or at some appointment. these things don't lead to much of a social life... maybe I could be doing more to get out or bring friends in, but I'm exhausted.
Being out on my own in brand new to me, and it's difficult.
Having a job is new to me, it can be difficult.
Being in a relationship is new to me, and it can also be difficult.
Staying with school is new, and is tough.
All these things are hard; all these things are rewarding.
I don't know.
that's ok, even though it would be nice to know what to do to make things work right.