Jul 26, 2007 11:59
I'm happy things are moving forward yet I am still sad.
Even more so to know that it will be yet another few months till I might be able to go to and celebrate with my faerie tribe.
I haven't been to the land in nearly a year... it's really hard not being able to go home when you need to, when you need the support.
I guess part of the salution would be to integrate the faeries into my life here in the bay area, to find faeries around me and connect with them here... I don't know why I have such a block, I guess I'm ashamed of being a bio-fem/ afraid that because I was born a woman I won't really be accepted...
I have so many thoughts that I can hardly stay with one.
I'm happy, I'm sad.
Things are easy and so hard.
I'm confused and know where I'm going.
I'm lost but I know where my tree is....