wierd head space
tonight, sadness sweeps my bulging heart... surrounded by friends and joy, yet, I wanted to sob.
I'm not sure why this grief has surfaced... if it is even that. Maybe sorrow is just something one needs to feel once in a while... maybe I miss my friend.
I feel so connected to my physical self right now, it's amazing how much I can feel my self in my body, in the moment. the sensation of my skin on my muscles, my muscles on my bones, all the fluids running through my veins my spirit a true part of that. I feel like I know wherer every hair on my body is and everything that is touching me or close to me is apparent....
I am.... murrr.
thank you...
I imagine my arms around you my love, I feel the warmth of your love, the softness of your spirit, I sigh.
hmmm, there is a cat purring at me with kind eyes...
the last two things i wrote about calmed me and have made me smile.
head still weird. bad? no. Just weird.
I'm not sure why this grief has surfaced... if it is even that. Maybe sorrow is just something one needs to feel once in a while... maybe I miss my friend.
I feel so connected to my physical self right now, it's amazing how much I can feel my self in my body, in the moment. the sensation of my skin on my muscles, my muscles on my bones, all the fluids running through my veins my spirit a true part of that. I feel like I know wherer every hair on my body is and everything that is touching me or close to me is apparent....
I am.... murrr.
thank you...
I imagine my arms around you my love, I feel the warmth of your love, the softness of your spirit, I sigh.
hmmm, there is a cat purring at me with kind eyes...
the last two things i wrote about calmed me and have made me smile.
head still weird. bad? no. Just weird.