Reality check
So I finally stopped for a minute and reality slammed me in the nuts. With school being over, mom not having to go to chemo over the summer, and life somewhat settling down, I stopped for just a moment. I went to my aunt's for Mother's Day to be with my family. After we ate I took a walk and sat down by the fire pit. As I sat, I noticed the grass why high. It was high cause grandpa is not around to cut it. . . . . He will never be back to cut the grass. And that is when I realized he is really gone. Never again will I hear one of his jokes, or one of his stories. Never again will I hug him or hear his laugh. I hope he knows how much I love him and will miss him. I hope I made him proud. I pray I can ever be half the father, grandfather, and man he was. At least now Taylor can spend time with her great grandfather. . . . .