cold toes
happy new year, everyone. as usual, my new year's was completely uneventful and, as usual, we ended up sleeping through it. at least we didn't get into a fight this year, for which i am very thankful. but we missed out on amy and alyssa's party because we were both still sick and exhausted. :(
california was terrific-- i loved who i was when i was on that vacation. so carefree and family-oriented... it was beautiful. i wasn't ready to come back.
i have caught up on reading all of the past friends' entries, which took forever, and i wanted to post comments on a bunch of them but i knew that would take forever and a half, so i'm starting over now. but i did read everything that i missed while i was away from the computer.
now i'm tying up some loose ends with work stuff in anticipation of really diving into the music stuff. i still have tons of trouble motivating myself to do what i need to do, and i hate that.
it's really cold over here. my feet are freezing. i'm not sure what to do about the fact that this is the coldest corner in the apartment and i have chosen it as my work area. hmm....
i am in such need of a shower. and i really really really need to start organizing and cleaning up around here. it's so hard to work in a shithole, let alone live in one...
at least i accomplished some stuff this morning that was hanging over my head. now i just have to finish it up and go to the post office and i can be done with work for the day. ugh. i just want to take a shower and then a nap and maybe call jennifer so we can connect. and eat. suddenly i'm hungry all the time. my poor body is so confused with all the time changes, drug changes, and stress with which i've been hitting it.
california was terrific-- i loved who i was when i was on that vacation. so carefree and family-oriented... it was beautiful. i wasn't ready to come back.
i have caught up on reading all of the past friends' entries, which took forever, and i wanted to post comments on a bunch of them but i knew that would take forever and a half, so i'm starting over now. but i did read everything that i missed while i was away from the computer.
now i'm tying up some loose ends with work stuff in anticipation of really diving into the music stuff. i still have tons of trouble motivating myself to do what i need to do, and i hate that.
it's really cold over here. my feet are freezing. i'm not sure what to do about the fact that this is the coldest corner in the apartment and i have chosen it as my work area. hmm....
i am in such need of a shower. and i really really really need to start organizing and cleaning up around here. it's so hard to work in a shithole, let alone live in one...
at least i accomplished some stuff this morning that was hanging over my head. now i just have to finish it up and go to the post office and i can be done with work for the day. ugh. i just want to take a shower and then a nap and maybe call jennifer so we can connect. and eat. suddenly i'm hungry all the time. my poor body is so confused with all the time changes, drug changes, and stress with which i've been hitting it.