im an idiot and an asshole, apparently.
sometimes, my magic only works when im alone.
and sometimes my orchestrations are wasted on the undeserving.
it seems that i might be forced to trim some elements from my life, much as it pains me to do so, but its a matter of determining who are actually my friends and who want to hurt me.
::shrug::
its nothing i havent had to do many times before.
people are always asking me to just disappear, it seems.
im a monster. i always was, and will always be one, i suppose.
i made an error in allowing different elements of my life to blend, and for that, i was foolish.
i simply need to correct the error.
i expected this though. betrayal is simply a part of some people's natures--i should know.
i dont expect anyone to understand. they never do until much, much later.
(if this is your design, little phoenix, then so help me.)
(and God help you.)
and sometimes my orchestrations are wasted on the undeserving.
it seems that i might be forced to trim some elements from my life, much as it pains me to do so, but its a matter of determining who are actually my friends and who want to hurt me.
::shrug::
its nothing i havent had to do many times before.
people are always asking me to just disappear, it seems.
im a monster. i always was, and will always be one, i suppose.
i made an error in allowing different elements of my life to blend, and for that, i was foolish.
i simply need to correct the error.
i expected this though. betrayal is simply a part of some people's natures--i should know.
i dont expect anyone to understand. they never do until much, much later.
(if this is your design, little phoenix, then so help me.)
(and God help you.)