how you wish to see me portrayed to your audience...
I don't try to portray you in any way. It's my diary. I write what I'm feeling and thinking and seeing. I don't write for an audience, except with the general aim of making my words say what I want them to knowing that they may or may not be read by others. This post, as I said in the very first line, was a draft that was put up unfinished. So it's not been polished to try and focus my words for clarity - it's just what I wrote first. It has no concept of audience.
I don't know if I've not done a good job of showing you..
I am unaware of any time you have acknowledged that I might have reason to be concerned about the psychological aspects of our relationship. I also do not recall any time when you have shown that you have the same or any similar outside-analytical-observer viewpoint that I use for self-check. I recall many times when you have used fallacious and illogical argument structures in attack formats to try to stop me considering such issues.
This is a trust thing. I've learnt to mistrust your ability to understand what I'm talking about when I talk about these things, and the only response you've given me at times when this issue has come up before is to attack me with irrelevant arguments. So I'm still not inclined to trust you on this any more than I have before. I wait for evidence that you can follow my line of thinking before I accept anything you say about it.
I don't try to portray you in any way. It's my diary. I write what I'm feeling and thinking and seeing. I don't write for an audience, except with the general aim of making my words say what I want them to knowing that they may or may not be read by others. This post, as I said in the very first line, was a draft that was put up unfinished. So it's not been polished to try and focus my words for clarity - it's just what I wrote first. It has no concept of audience.
I don't know if I've not done a good job of showing you..
I am unaware of any time you have acknowledged that I might have reason to be concerned about the psychological aspects of our relationship. I also do not recall any time when you have shown that you have the same or any similar outside-analytical-observer viewpoint that I use for self-check. I recall many times when you have used fallacious and illogical argument structures in attack formats to try to stop me considering such issues.
This is a trust thing. I've learnt to mistrust your ability to understand what I'm talking about when I talk about these things, and the only response you've given me at times when this issue has come up before is to attack me with irrelevant arguments. So I'm still not inclined to trust you on this any more than I have before. I wait for evidence that you can follow my line of thinking before I accept anything you say about it.
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