Sep 22, 2004 21:17
Well Andy and I are no longer. I think today was offically the most horrible day of my entire life. He really hurt me but I will survive right? I didn't ever expect that from him. He was always a better person then that, but I guess that boys can surprise the shit out of us right? Its going to be hard for awhile but I guess if it was meant to be then it will be. So just let it go right? Yeah, its not that easy. Tonight I am going to take down pictures and pack up all of his stuff I need to give back to him. It is so hard looking at these pictures when we were so happy. Wow, its so crazy how much I feel for that kid, thats why it hurts so much right now.
My mom is great. I love her to death. Today as I was just crying she held me like I was a little girl and just hugged me and let me cry. Aren't moms the best? I know mine is!