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What the hell is wrong with me... AARGGH! What is happening? I don't love him anymore.. Or not as much ... *sigh* God.. and he makes it worse by saying he wants to be with me he wants to hold me he wants to kiss me.. He even counts the days, hours, minutes we are together...??? I'm going to kill him when I'll break up with him.. If I won't, it'll kill me goddammit...