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Anyways so heres the rundown... I broke my car once again, i have no job meaning i have to go job hunting on friday, i am broke so i am moving back home.
This time in different terms, my mom has finally accepted that i am an adult i guess and she knows that I realized how much i have fucked up this year.so i get to stay there for mad cheap. 200 bucks a month for the il old room atop the stairs, its allrite, im not high maintenance. Anyways i took out my plugs because i cannot join the military with bug holes in my ears.
I miss them, especially tonight, because i was looking at all theses pictures online and i realize i can't have them now. I cut my hair, well actually the lovely Elise did it. I think it looks ok.
I've been thinking about this joining the army thing a lot, im gonna do it, yet at teh same time I think about how much im going to miss a lot of people. All my friends, 4 months might seem like a long time in the army, but not in the real world, but then again time could fly by inside and the real world could have really changed. By this i mean the people, my friends. I know a lot of people will be the same or people that i dont see that often will be allright because they have been so far. I feel restless about one person, she knows who she is, I have spent almost everyday with her for a long time with her, or at least talked to her everyday, she is my best friend, and I don't want that to change. I hope im making the right decision...
This time in different terms, my mom has finally accepted that i am an adult i guess and she knows that I realized how much i have fucked up this year.so i get to stay there for mad cheap. 200 bucks a month for the il old room atop the stairs, its allrite, im not high maintenance. Anyways i took out my plugs because i cannot join the military with bug holes in my ears.
I miss them, especially tonight, because i was looking at all theses pictures online and i realize i can't have them now. I cut my hair, well actually the lovely Elise did it. I think it looks ok.
I've been thinking about this joining the army thing a lot, im gonna do it, yet at teh same time I think about how much im going to miss a lot of people. All my friends, 4 months might seem like a long time in the army, but not in the real world, but then again time could fly by inside and the real world could have really changed. By this i mean the people, my friends. I know a lot of people will be the same or people that i dont see that often will be allright because they have been so far. I feel restless about one person, she knows who she is, I have spent almost everyday with her for a long time with her, or at least talked to her everyday, she is my best friend, and I don't want that to change. I hope im making the right decision...