This has never happened to me
Throughout my years my family has thought i was kind of weird, im not very affectionate or touchy feely wiht my family at all, i ahev no idea why that is, maybe theres somethign wrong with me, its hard for me to say i love you to my family , a little bit less hard to my dad because i barely get to talk to him, yet throughout all these years up until now i have never felt the feeling of missing someone, not my family , my mom dad brothers sister grandma etc, even though they could be gone and me not see them for a year or more never ddid i miss anybody even when i was out of the country i never really felt the missing somebody feeling, maybe it was because i knew i would see tehm again or maybe cause it seemed illogical to me. But i dunno today soemthing changed, i thought about 2 people Andrea and Leah, and i felt sad to teh point where i was in tears and couldnt even talk, on the one hand im scared that all i have left of leah is her senior year and then i dont know what will happen, Last week when we were rollin i said i would move with her, it made me sad to even contemplate my life without her, like i can see mylife progress with her being my best friend and us getting old and wrinly and stillbeing best friends till the day i die, and it made me sad to even think of the chance of that not happening, then i also have andrea my other best friend the one i dont see that often cause she lives in orlando, and i remember that we used to ahgn tou all the time, watch movies lay around, or just do anything and being happy doing that together, adn having her 5 minutes away and just hanging out i dunno and i missed my 2 best friends the 2 girls that mean the most to me in my life, and ive never felt that feeling before i ahev never missed anybody to this day and it is crazy its a new feeling for me and it scares me , it scares me to think that theses people might not be always in my life and i dont want it to be that way. I Love them, anwayys i better go relax and watch some TV