I'M NOT YOUR STAR.
Yeah, so, allow me the chance to rant before starting my coding homework. I sort of feel like all I've done is rant in here lately, so I've been trying to spice it up with a picture here and there. Really, I'm not in a bad mood all of the time here...it just feels like the things I need to write about aren't exactly the happy-go-lucky ones.
Ally mentioned, in a reply to an earlier entry, that we should go spend a night at the beach when I come home for the summer. She actually said five hours but same difference. She has no idea how amazing that sounded to me. I cannot wait to go stick my toes in the sand, curl up under a blanket, and just catch up on all of the little things. I know that Ally, Nicole, and I talk often enough that there isn't that much to catch up on, but just the idea of going down there is phenomenal. The idea of home is phenomenal. I know there's a long way to go between then and now. For instance, all of my midterms stand in the way. =]
But, oh, to go home. I am more than ridiculously pissed off at Chris. I'm also exhausted and haven't started my homework yet. I've been keeping a lot to myself lately, mostly because I'm either too tired or don't know how to approach certain topics with people. Also, people seem to be pretty busy with their own lives right now, which I understand. Besides, it's not like I can't deal with the emotions I'm feeling, it's just that I sometimes feel the need to put it all out there on the table. There are many people in my life right now that I feel would listen to what I have to say. I'm just not sure of the proper forum in which to say such things.
okay, i have to start my homework.
<3 melrom
Ally mentioned, in a reply to an earlier entry, that we should go spend a night at the beach when I come home for the summer. She actually said five hours but same difference. She has no idea how amazing that sounded to me. I cannot wait to go stick my toes in the sand, curl up under a blanket, and just catch up on all of the little things. I know that Ally, Nicole, and I talk often enough that there isn't that much to catch up on, but just the idea of going down there is phenomenal. The idea of home is phenomenal. I know there's a long way to go between then and now. For instance, all of my midterms stand in the way. =]
But, oh, to go home. I am more than ridiculously pissed off at Chris. I'm also exhausted and haven't started my homework yet. I've been keeping a lot to myself lately, mostly because I'm either too tired or don't know how to approach certain topics with people. Also, people seem to be pretty busy with their own lives right now, which I understand. Besides, it's not like I can't deal with the emotions I'm feeling, it's just that I sometimes feel the need to put it all out there on the table. There are many people in my life right now that I feel would listen to what I have to say. I'm just not sure of the proper forum in which to say such things.
okay, i have to start my homework.
<3 melrom