every new beginning comes from some other beginning's end.
things that have to be one way even though you sometimes don't want them to be that way are always difficult. soemtimes i wish things went differently, but in the end, it was the end. i've been here, at this feeling, before. the only difference was, i had thoughts of a new person to pull me through. and now i have thoughts of no one.
i can't help gasping for air and wondering if this is it for me. i know we wouldn't have worked right now because he has world's of maturing to do. i have maturing to do as well, but i'm currently on a different level than him, after being on the same one for so long. i am thinking that maybe, now that i expect my dating life to die out for forever, i'll join a convent. it's hard to have faith that a.) i will someday find someone and b.) the decision i made was the right one. i should sort of try to believe that likable first, eh? ohhh well.
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♥ melissa
i can't help gasping for air and wondering if this is it for me. i know we wouldn't have worked right now because he has world's of maturing to do. i have maturing to do as well, but i'm currently on a different level than him, after being on the same one for so long. i am thinking that maybe, now that i expect my dating life to die out for forever, i'll join a convent. it's hard to have faith that a.) i will someday find someone and b.) the decision i made was the right one. i should sort of try to believe that likable first, eh? ohhh well.
=\ signing off from tufts university.
♥ melissa