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I'm pissed off.
The slightly more disturbing thing is that I don't feel it.
I know in my head I'm supposed to be, or that I want to be but I don't feel that overwhelming anger build up in me and spill over in to a torrent of insults. I just feel normal. Yet I seem pissed off to everyone else.
I figured this out today, for the second time, I like being pissed off when I'm really not. I like experimenting with how far I can push people till they finally snap and give up. I'm not the slightest bit pissed off with anyone in reality, but I've somehow made myself believe I am.
I think I could use this to strengthen my insanity plea in court one day.
I swear, I scare myself at times.
So... omg lik kushan iz teh hawt b0ttsex0rzzzz!
http://www.livejournal.com/users/kushan/130704.html#cutid1 I mean look at that Irish motherfucker, ain't he one good looking sunuvabitch?
Yeah, if I wasn't this straight I'd jump him. I seriously would.
Reference to me finding this out before: http://www.livejournal.com/users/toxinv2/17699.html?mode=reply
I never did post that filk.
The slightly more disturbing thing is that I don't feel it.
I know in my head I'm supposed to be, or that I want to be but I don't feel that overwhelming anger build up in me and spill over in to a torrent of insults. I just feel normal. Yet I seem pissed off to everyone else.
I figured this out today, for the second time, I like being pissed off when I'm really not. I like experimenting with how far I can push people till they finally snap and give up. I'm not the slightest bit pissed off with anyone in reality, but I've somehow made myself believe I am.
I think I could use this to strengthen my insanity plea in court one day.
I swear, I scare myself at times.
So... omg lik kushan iz teh hawt b0ttsex0rzzzz!
http://www.livejournal.com/users/kushan/130704.html#cutid1 I mean look at that Irish motherfucker, ain't he one good looking sunuvabitch?
Yeah, if I wasn't this straight I'd jump him. I seriously would.
Reference to me finding this out before: http://www.livejournal.com/users/toxinv2/17699.html?mode=reply
I never did post that filk.