snap back to reality
ah what a month!
it's been mighty stressful but things are pretty much ok now
i've moved into my new flat which mad me SOOOOOOOOOOO happy...it's beautiful, and spacious and just fucking lush...or at least will be when i'm finally completely unpacked and not tripped over boxes in the hallway =]
it's quiet and friendly, and i feel safe....happy happy happy houseeeeeeeee
my sisters wedding is overrrrrrrrrrrr, i've felt quite down over the past few weeks as for the wedding nicoleena died my hair brown for me and i basically felt like i'd lost my identity, i wasn't me at all...i felt well....normal? if such a thing exists?
but now i has red hair again....i almost orgasmed when i looked in the mirror it made me very happy in my pants (as the saying goes) and NOW I CAN GET INKED! woooooooooo! racheal has said to give her a month to sort out a design for me which works out as i'll have my loan through by then...weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
i've been stressed out due to my first months rent being due out on the 15th and my loans being due....well....not on the 15th....luckily my mums been able to help me out as of today so that's a HUGE weight off my mind
im looking foward to lots of things now, uni, and generally having funtimes
still looking for some new shoots as there's been a severe lack of late due to moving lots and not really being settled
but things seems to be on the up. i've been writing a HELL of a lot and really getting back into it.
plus now that i'm settled in my flat i've started working out and eating better so hopefully will be able to shed some pound...well ok...ALOT of pounds having possible almost broke the scales the other day....not good....i blame living behind mansfeild road for a year and having an abundance of fast food on my doorstep and eating far to much of it....my determination is at it's highest mainly due to a friend at work adimant that i cant stick to it...but i will
it's been mighty stressful but things are pretty much ok now
i've moved into my new flat which mad me SOOOOOOOOOOO happy...it's beautiful, and spacious and just fucking lush...or at least will be when i'm finally completely unpacked and not tripped over boxes in the hallway =]
it's quiet and friendly, and i feel safe....happy happy happy houseeeeeeeee
my sisters wedding is overrrrrrrrrrrr, i've felt quite down over the past few weeks as for the wedding nicoleena died my hair brown for me and i basically felt like i'd lost my identity, i wasn't me at all...i felt well....normal? if such a thing exists?
but now i has red hair again....i almost orgasmed when i looked in the mirror it made me very happy in my pants (as the saying goes) and NOW I CAN GET INKED! woooooooooo! racheal has said to give her a month to sort out a design for me which works out as i'll have my loan through by then...weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
i've been stressed out due to my first months rent being due out on the 15th and my loans being due....well....not on the 15th....luckily my mums been able to help me out as of today so that's a HUGE weight off my mind
im looking foward to lots of things now, uni, and generally having funtimes
still looking for some new shoots as there's been a severe lack of late due to moving lots and not really being settled
but things seems to be on the up. i've been writing a HELL of a lot and really getting back into it.
plus now that i'm settled in my flat i've started working out and eating better so hopefully will be able to shed some pound...well ok...ALOT of pounds having possible almost broke the scales the other day....not good....i blame living behind mansfeild road for a year and having an abundance of fast food on my doorstep and eating far to much of it....my determination is at it's highest mainly due to a friend at work adimant that i cant stick to it...but i will