Maybe it was a premonition...
Remember a couple of posts back, I said I'd had a dream about 2 dead bodies and seeing blood and guts everywhere? I don't think it was their insides I was seeing, I think it was a premonition of it being my own. Seriously.
I won't go into the hows and whys but, in the last 2 days I have lost well over a pint and a half of blood, possibly even 2. It's not from an injury, it's from 'women's problems' and because of that, there's no way the doctors can stop it apart from putting me on the pill and hoping it will ease it. I don't want to go on the pill because the some of the side effects can be fatal, but I can't carry on like this because otherwise I'll bleed to death. I know I like horror and vampires, but this is fucking ridiculous!! It looks like somebody got murdered.
I haven't slept properly now in nearly 48 hours, I'm finding it hard to breathe and I'm shaking like a jelly. I'm used to feeling weak because of my ME, but I'm feeling so weak now I actually don't know how I'm typing this. If I start to feel like I'm gonna pass out then I need to go to casualty, because that signifies that I've lost too much blood and I'd need a tranfusion.
I'm scared. I'm so fucking scared and I can't do anything about it. I just want it to stop. Please.
I won't go into the hows and whys but, in the last 2 days I have lost well over a pint and a half of blood, possibly even 2. It's not from an injury, it's from 'women's problems' and because of that, there's no way the doctors can stop it apart from putting me on the pill and hoping it will ease it. I don't want to go on the pill because the some of the side effects can be fatal, but I can't carry on like this because otherwise I'll bleed to death. I know I like horror and vampires, but this is fucking ridiculous!! It looks like somebody got murdered.
I haven't slept properly now in nearly 48 hours, I'm finding it hard to breathe and I'm shaking like a jelly. I'm used to feeling weak because of my ME, but I'm feeling so weak now I actually don't know how I'm typing this. If I start to feel like I'm gonna pass out then I need to go to casualty, because that signifies that I've lost too much blood and I'd need a tranfusion.
I'm scared. I'm so fucking scared and I can't do anything about it. I just want it to stop. Please.