Procrastination. Frustration. Myspace.
i should be cleaning chandlers house right now
but i'm not.
cuz i'm addicted to myspace.
how cliche.
he really pissed me off last night cuz he knows how jealous and insecure i get sometimes.
for good reason too.
and he always taunts me.
he says that he has a crush on this girl thats my friend and his too.
and then pauses.
then says he loves me and would never ever leave me.
i hate mind games.
i just hope he loves me as much as i love him.
but i always have such a pessimistic view on relationships.
obviously from experience.
i don't take many risks.
i just hope this is the one that matters.
but hey its life.
mines like a rollercoaster.
so i guess i should expect some ups and downs.
college is going well.
except.
that i hate writing essays and research reports.
and that doesn't help
if only all the grades were based on worksheets...
but anywho.
i'm 2 weeks behind on my eng 111 problem solving essay.
and i'm VERY late on my psych research report on sleep apnea.
well. i got to watch THE OMEN last night.
it was AWESOME as predicted.
chandler's cat keeps trying to attack my toes.
goddamn cats do not get the point that i hate them.
so. i'm going to get a new friggin myspace profile cuz the one i have is fucking up. and maybeh make the bed and vacuum if i feel the need to actually do something progressive.
oh yeah and by the way my new AIM s/n ish
Trailor Pirate
instant message meh sometime if you feel the need.