Good Morning, Heartache. I know you so well.
Stupid valentines day. Stupid happy, cute couples. i loathe you. you and your happiness. i want your happiness.
Last night i watched The Notebook. I cried. i cried really hard. Why cant i find somebody to love me that much? through everything? till the end? its amazing. i want that.
I saw Mr. Jake Zuvich today. He didnt kiss me, that kinda made me mad. i really wanted to kiss him. He acted like he did when we were just friends a while back. before all the <3ing. It saddened me. But he did the unexpected, he gave me a valentine. It wasnt anything big or fancy. it was just a contruction paper heart. Cut out and folded in half. with an A on the cover. inside it says "Happy valentines day! hope today/rest of your life is to be filled with joy. <3 Jake". Its the thought that counts. But i would have been happiest if he gave me at least a kiss.
Maybe...he'll be all "im sorry for giving you a lame valentine, let me make it up to you" and he'll take me to a movie or something...that would be nice......... but i doubt it'll happen.
I hate it! im beginning to like him again! Just beign with him today and looking into his beautiful eyes as he talked..... omg...... ugggh. why is he so lame?!?
Im tired. i think im gonna go to bed. not do my psychology homework because i dont like the assignment. mwah haha haaaa.
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P.S.- ashley and i want to have a huge party at my house this weekend. complete with sex, drugs, and rock n roll. hahahaha. yippy!
Last night i watched The Notebook. I cried. i cried really hard. Why cant i find somebody to love me that much? through everything? till the end? its amazing. i want that.
I saw Mr. Jake Zuvich today. He didnt kiss me, that kinda made me mad. i really wanted to kiss him. He acted like he did when we were just friends a while back. before all the <3ing. It saddened me. But he did the unexpected, he gave me a valentine. It wasnt anything big or fancy. it was just a contruction paper heart. Cut out and folded in half. with an A on the cover. inside it says "Happy valentines day! hope today/rest of your life is to be filled with joy. <3 Jake". Its the thought that counts. But i would have been happiest if he gave me at least a kiss.
Maybe...he'll be all "im sorry for giving you a lame valentine, let me make it up to you" and he'll take me to a movie or something...that would be nice......... but i doubt it'll happen.
I hate it! im beginning to like him again! Just beign with him today and looking into his beautiful eyes as he talked..... omg...... ugggh. why is he so lame?!?
Im tired. i think im gonna go to bed. not do my psychology homework because i dont like the assignment. mwah haha haaaa.
oh
P.S.- ashley and i want to have a huge party at my house this weekend. complete with sex, drugs, and rock n roll. hahahaha. yippy!