*I Think.. . Maybe?*
Well, I think I might have a boyfriend but I'm not a 100% on this. This prolly doens't make any sense to you, but fuck you, this journal's about me. . .exclusively.
I've known Rob for a long time now and he's a really sweet, awesome, kewl dude. I mean, like he's my best friend. He knows what I'm thinking, finishes my sentences, and tells me constantly that I'm sessi and beautiful and all that good stuff.
Yesterday at around 10:00 I went and picked him up from work and we chilled til about 12:30 cuz he had to go to court at 2. Then I went back around 6 and got him and he was extremely upset (I don't blame him but I'm not gonna go into detail cuz that's none of ya'lls business) but N-E-Way we went and hung out at his place. We talked for a long time and then he looked me dead in my eyes and said "Don't fall for me like you are. You're too good for me. I'm not saying I wouldn't treat you right, cuz I would. But I've got too much drama going on and I don't want to bring you into it. You're too good for it." So I look at him and say, "Listen, I've been your friend first and foremost and I've been here for you from day one. I love you for who you are and you are such a wonderful person. You're drama hasn't scared me off and it's not going to." He says, "You're such a sweetheart. The whole time I was thinking about you. You're awesome to me and you treat me better in this friendship than anyone ever has. I want to belong to you." Ok at this point I'm freaking out. Cuz he's just so awesome you guys. Then he went on with the "I belong to you and you belong to me. I'll continue to belong to you as long as you take care of me and keep me happy and I know you can do that."
Does this constitute as a boyfriend/girlfriend realtionship or am I dellusional?
I've known Rob for a long time now and he's a really sweet, awesome, kewl dude. I mean, like he's my best friend. He knows what I'm thinking, finishes my sentences, and tells me constantly that I'm sessi and beautiful and all that good stuff.
Yesterday at around 10:00 I went and picked him up from work and we chilled til about 12:30 cuz he had to go to court at 2. Then I went back around 6 and got him and he was extremely upset (I don't blame him but I'm not gonna go into detail cuz that's none of ya'lls business) but N-E-Way we went and hung out at his place. We talked for a long time and then he looked me dead in my eyes and said "Don't fall for me like you are. You're too good for me. I'm not saying I wouldn't treat you right, cuz I would. But I've got too much drama going on and I don't want to bring you into it. You're too good for it." So I look at him and say, "Listen, I've been your friend first and foremost and I've been here for you from day one. I love you for who you are and you are such a wonderful person. You're drama hasn't scared me off and it's not going to." He says, "You're such a sweetheart. The whole time I was thinking about you. You're awesome to me and you treat me better in this friendship than anyone ever has. I want to belong to you." Ok at this point I'm freaking out. Cuz he's just so awesome you guys. Then he went on with the "I belong to you and you belong to me. I'll continue to belong to you as long as you take care of me and keep me happy and I know you can do that."
Does this constitute as a boyfriend/girlfriend realtionship or am I dellusional?