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*January 3, 2005. rest in peace uncle walt. <3
my fathers uncle died on the 3rd. he was 82 years old. on the 5th we all went up to utica for the wake. this man that knew my grandparents played the most beautiful song ever on the guitar. "Be not afraid" -once in english, and once in polish. he gave me a hug. he held me together. My uncle was so adorable, he meant so much to my dad and everything. its such a shame. but he lived his life. i bet theres endless cookies where he is now.
we stayed overnight at the raddison. it meant so much to have my whole family there. I love everyone so much. it was great seeing marla.
everything was just soo long. so many long days. it felt like 30 days instead of 2. I guess things like this can do that to you.
we left the dinner afterwards early so we could make it back for the river rats game. kelly and the middle school chorus sang the national athem. it was beautiful. the river rats lost 4-2.
i dont feel like doing much. just sleeping. i slept til 3 today. ehh. i have so much homework to do tomorrow.
i just feel numb.
I have so many things to tell so many people, i think i've come to a point where im just sick of all the games, and im sorry. i have to pick things up.
daily tasks are feeling like too much. you, you're too much.