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I'm going to throw my computer out the window.
I am NOT going to Wells.
Way to make me feel welcome, really. Marcie told me that I really should go..even though she's the one that fucking backed out. I KNEW the minute she told me she was thinking of going to Buffalo that I wouldn't be going to Wells.
Sab real isnt into the whole Wells camping/ drinking/ sexual scene for the weekend..So I feel completely horrible about wanting her to drive me all the way there for 2 days when she doesn't want to. So that is simply it. I'm just not going to go.
My aunt is the only one who truly decided it for me. I was kinda sketch about going ever since Charlie talked to me..I know it would be uncomfortable. But Marcie talked to my aunt about the whole situation so now she is all " I know everything about your life, you slut" to me too..Instead of just agreeing with me. When she used to act the same fucking way. Really, I love all this support. I'm glad ONE night can turn all these people against me.
Since fucking when did I put a Want Ad out for a babysitter?..since when.
I just went over to her house to return the meat hammer I borrowed..and I nicely asked if she had room/ would consider taking me. She was just all pissy and said " I want to relax, if you came I'd have to babysit..blah blah blah"
News flash: I've been drinking since I was 13.
And yes, please Aunt Laurie..keep sending Kendra over to my house and leaving before I can decline babysitting her.
fuck everyone. I have about 34290 witnesses that know Wells is my event of the summer. Anyone who ate lunch with me and dickie heard it everyday. Wells...and thinking of summer..and just the joy that I had last time got me threw so much shit during school. Just looking forward to it was exciting and helpful when I was so stressed out. NOW I have fucking nothing.
"You worked 11 hours today? And you are doing that tomorrow too? Wow! You're really going to need a vacation!" - my aunt laurie.
Hey. No shit, Cunt. NOT THAT I WAS PLANNING ON TAKING ONE THIS WEEKEND, AND YOU RUINED IT, OR ANYTHING.
I mean I used to have complete respect for her. She's very understanding and funny, and not over protective. But she was totally saying "Don't even think about coming."
My plans for NYC and seeing Marla fell through in July. Now this shit? I'm glad that I can compromise and sit home while everyone is running about going to work, and being with their friends or BF. And I ask for 1 god damn weekend. fucking one. and NO ONE wants to do shit about it. Do I not deserve to be happy? I'm seriously frozen and all teared up about all this crap.
I'm smiling, but my glass is half empty and I'm thirsty.
People need to calm the fuck down, and keep their fucking mouths shut.
Anyhow..yes yes, I hate my new job. Kim's tonight. Cell it..I won't bite.