Jan 14, 2005 12:54
I am in a really fucking good mood today. Perhaps it's because I am getting things accomplished! I'm taking my truck to get fixed monday morning at 8am! Which means no more search light haha (sorry amberita) which makes me feel way better! And my dad gets money because I'm gonna be using his car woohoo! Uh I made my truck payment and made some calls. Now I just gotta apply for a couple of jobs online. Go to walmart, I am supposed to go to Orange county today and go to this bar called Paul's a litte hole in wall. I might go get a puppy today :)..... maybe tomorrow.... this weekend for sure. I am going to stop drinking so much because well it's not good for my health and neither is smoking i need to work on that also. I was gonna get all dolled up for the bar tonight but I have declined that idea and I am going with levi's and my bettie shirt yay oh and my boots (btw i absolutely am in love with my boots. I am going to disneyland next Friday and I haven't been there well inside the parks since 2001. My ex used to work there so I used to go 24/7.. Speaking of the ex, she called yesterday and I decided to call her back.. haha. She's been trying to get a hold of me for like 2 weeks and has been unable to. She left me a message last night and said "big fucking surprise you didn't answer your phone" and proceeded to say numerous other things haha. We had a nice conversation and we are hanging out tonight and I am staying the night at her and her gf house next thursday because she lives right by disneyland. It will be easier then driving from here all the way to anaheim on friday morning OK!!! haha. I'm hungry! Hmmm a bowl of fruit loops? sounds like a plan. I must watch my finances til my next check.... a little shopping at walmart and I am set. anyway i will now proceed to stop my ramblings.. :)
"Carry me with all of my regrets. THis is not a small cut the scabs and dries and flakes and heals. And I am not afraid to die, Im not afraid to bleed and fuck and fight. I want pain of payment whats left but a section of pigney sized cuts"