Aug 05, 2003 14:59
I am so sick of life i mean its pointless i mean everytime i am nice or good to someone it always comes back on me as a negative thing. for example my senior prom i mean i think that was one of the most fucked up nights ever because we forgot to get flowers for eachother so i went out while she was at my friends house to suprise her with her flowers and i thought maybe she would forgive me for fucking up but NO! she seemed happy at the time but that wasnt for long because because after prom was over she was telling everyone that i fucked up her prom but you know that was a long time ago but it still fucks with my mind and i dont know why i am still pissed off from hearing that i just am.