May 07, 2006 22:24
Well, I must say...
LIFE IS GOOD.
Went shopping today.
Im moving out in three weeks.
I graduate in 19 freakin days!
Senior week is coming up.
Hootie and the blowfish (whom i have been in love with since i was 8 years old!) concert this friday with ryan and mo, chonathon <3, and maybe josh and laura.
not to mention,TASTE ADDISON! that is flippin exciting.
Im getting an HD television for my graduation present from vera. Since we dont have a big tv for our living room yet.
Im getting my tattoo filled in tuesday.
Chon cut his hair, and i cried and all, but hes so freakin hot.
<3 LOVE <3.
My hair is FABULOUS.
I got the most gorgeous graduation dress today.
and omg. I bought heels. lol.
I start working at image innovator as soon as she gets her shop set up in its new locale. Im guessing around the first.
I start as a manager in joshua on july 1st.
The apartment that we want is IN THE BAG. its soooo ours. I find out tommorow.
We have everything for our new apartment except a kitchen table and a couch, which vera is taking me shopping for in the next month or so. I couch with a pull-out bed for Josh and Laura!
And best of all, I have my dear Chon who is the center of my world, and i truly could not ask for anything more. In the time that I have been with him, I am happier, and more confident, and I constantly feels soooooooooo lucky to have someone so wonderful who will make me feel like he does now, for the rest of my life- happy and safe and warm. I know that i'll never feel lonely or scared or like i CAN'T do something. With him, I can do anything. I don't know if you'll read this, but I love you baby! You completely are my strength and my truth, and im so lucky to have found you so early in my life. Thank you a thousand times over.
the only things wrong in my life currently are, this damn birth control shot makes my stomach hurt CONSTANTLY.
I dont know how close me and Laura will be when we move away from one another. I know we're not going far, but i want us to be the best of friends FOREVER.
and i cant pretend like im not sad about graduaton. Ive tried not to think about it lately, and just focus on positive things. But, I am going to miss vera sooooo much. and im gunna miss High School overall.
I'll miss mr. benton, and harlie, and val.
I'll miss my Cally, and Elizabeth, and I guess even InaBeth and Caitlan a little.
But most of all, Erica. I'm not really sure why. She's just one of te most amazing people ever. I hope she's going to hill, so that maybe graduation wont be the last time I see her. ugh.
I'm scared of what my life will bring me- taxes and college life, living on my own, marriage, new friendships, buy groceries, and visiting my family for the holidays, work, and tons of other new experiences. I've never know such a feeling of being excited and being terrified. But like i said, everything will be fine with that wonderful man by my side... always and forever. I dont know what the nest year will bring me, but I hope its the best.
For any of you that chose to read this, I hope that within the next year, you experience some of the best times of your life! GOOD LUCK YOU GUYS!
I LOVE ALL OF YOU!
<3 HeatherAnn