A sad day...
yes it's my first day without Ryan...It sucks ass if any of you want to know. You know the whole Kevin thing really fucked me up...but yet it has helped me not get so emotional when things like this happen. All though i made an exeption for this one..
Yeah i did cry...hard too for a while...and i still am upset to an extent about it...but you know the best thing about it is...that were still friends... and thats ok...i have a feeling in the pit of my heart that says...some how were going to hook back up but i'll just let that happen on it's own...but anyways i'm done talking about that all i have to say is...
Ryan, thank you so much...for everything...you made it so much fun and exiting when ever i was around you... you were and still are an amazing boyfriend...thank you for respecting me and loving me..
Well we won...my game at softball...we took 2nd in the whole damn tournament...it was pretty damn cool..since i thought we sucked majorly...i have one more tournament to go...and i think i won't be able to last through this one thats coming up...
Well now onto Kato...yes the good old Kevin...he called me..yesterday...go figure...and was like "holy shit i havn't talked or heard from you since graduation..." and i was like " umm yeah i know because you didn't seem like you wanted to talk" and then he was....ok i'll get to the point...kevin asked me to go Ice skating with him...amazing huh? well get this...Ryan and I are also going ice skating on Wensday...oh well..i'm exited for both of my so called *dates* not really...I'm more exited to go on the one with Ryan though just because we have a blast when we go together and we always find something new about each other...soemtimes it's not things we really want to know about each other but hey...it comes with the relation ship...so yeah don't worry i will post all about it when we go...i'm sure i will have so much to say...well i need to go take a shower i'm covered in dirt...stupid softball
Good night and God bless
p.s. CAT YOU NEED TO CALL ME I COULD REALLY USE THAT STARBUCKS OFFER YOU GAVE ME...SO POST BACK OR CALL ME
Love Kari
Yeah i did cry...hard too for a while...and i still am upset to an extent about it...but you know the best thing about it is...that were still friends... and thats ok...i have a feeling in the pit of my heart that says...some how were going to hook back up but i'll just let that happen on it's own...but anyways i'm done talking about that all i have to say is...
Ryan, thank you so much...for everything...you made it so much fun and exiting when ever i was around you... you were and still are an amazing boyfriend...thank you for respecting me and loving me..
Well we won...my game at softball...we took 2nd in the whole damn tournament...it was pretty damn cool..since i thought we sucked majorly...i have one more tournament to go...and i think i won't be able to last through this one thats coming up...
Well now onto Kato...yes the good old Kevin...he called me..yesterday...go figure...and was like "holy shit i havn't talked or heard from you since graduation..." and i was like " umm yeah i know because you didn't seem like you wanted to talk" and then he was....ok i'll get to the point...kevin asked me to go Ice skating with him...amazing huh? well get this...Ryan and I are also going ice skating on Wensday...oh well..i'm exited for both of my so called *dates* not really...I'm more exited to go on the one with Ryan though just because we have a blast when we go together and we always find something new about each other...soemtimes it's not things we really want to know about each other but hey...it comes with the relation ship...so yeah don't worry i will post all about it when we go...i'm sure i will have so much to say...well i need to go take a shower i'm covered in dirt...stupid softball
Good night and God bless
p.s. CAT YOU NEED TO CALL ME I COULD REALLY USE THAT STARBUCKS OFFER YOU GAVE ME...SO POST BACK OR CALL ME
Love Kari