soooo..

[toxicrainbowgrl]

Lasy nigt I was completely and totally lazy! I did nothing. That usually hapeens when I spend teh entire day and night before cleaning. So since I have to work tomorrow I have to get teh house straight for the week. Damn my parents are slobs and they don't do shit. Their excuse... Its my house and I am head of house hoild.. Blah. Ever heard of cleaning up their own mess. I am soo OCD about clutter too and my mom is a pack rat! BLAH BLAH BLAH!! But on a good note. I feel like I am letting go of Eddie. Ok... I don't want to. But I am at teh point where I have gained acceptance that we will never have a relationship and what we have is purely a friendship with benefits. And where as I would fall to floor crying just thinking about that last month... this month... and now... I am good... I have been avoiding dates with other men because of my feelings for Eddie. Now I am wondering if I shoudl be doing that or not. OH well.
I had a house fullof teens last night. They invaded my room. Its where the computer is.I was trying to rest in bed. My daughters boyfriend took a shit in my bathroom and it seriously smelled like a dead animal. Ewww!! I hope they all stay home today!! LOL!!!