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So both of my phones got shut off.I hate Sprint so I went down to Tmobile to see if I could qualify for no down. I thought I may have a chance since I pulled my credit score the night before and its really not as bad as I though that it was. Its just fair... but I get down there and tehy tell me taht they can't access my credit because I have a block on my credit!! Gah!!! I put that block on there like 6-7 years ago when I found out that my psycho ex had tried to use my identity!! So they offer me a killer deal with a really cute phone and I come home to call trans union to lift the block. And its past the time to call. I have to call from 8:30 to 4:30!!! Grrrr... I am always at work then. But I really think I am going to call in tomorrow. I am getting so frustrated with work right now!!! Manuel( teh teacher I work with) is going through spells where he is really nice to me... then a complete dick. I am sick of the roller coaster ride. Every few minutes its a different emotion w/ him!!! And I take most of it!!! He is either joking around with me, snapping at me, beatingteh crap out of me or just ignoring me! It sucks. As for Mike D. It just seems like he has a lot on his mind... so I am taking a step back and allowing him his breathing room. Maybe am becoming a little smothering... so I step back with my dignity still in tact. When he feels he is ready I am here for him. It just seems like I either have bad timing or something I don't know. I am completely in love and I just don't want to lose him because I am coming off as needy or something. Actually, I am far from needy... just like to hear his voice. Actually, I am just really super confused. I feel like I have fallen into limbo somewhere in my life. But hey!!! maybe tomorrow I will have a cute phone out of all of this!!!