Sep 15, 2003 21:37
I'm not really sure how much of myself I understand anymore. Day to day sees a slow disintigration in my memory and my sanity. Unemployment, my mother and I arguing, sleepless nights, restless mornings...and all because of one person. It all boils down to you.
I miss our lazy mornings of me waking up with you gazing at me as you say 'morning' in a weary voice, or vice/versa. I loved staring at your mouth, breathing in and out, longing to wake you up with the softest kiss, wishing to be woken up by your soft embrace. Wanting you, now, here. And we're alone once more, not matter how much we try and cover it up, there's a problem. I've faced up to facts, I can't live without you, so tell me, tell me