it takes a silly girl to lie about the dreams she has ...
lately ive been writng a lot of songs and poems. i like to write when i have a story to tell, it allows me to express my feelings without reveiling what im thinking. ally and i have a band together and we are pretty good but we need a realy good song, so far we havnt rehearsed any ive written but im working on it. for the most part im the writer but im very judgemental of my songs. im like never satisfied, and yeah that sucks but i know whats good and whats not, and i think i can do better. im listening to this one dashboard confessional song called carve your heart out yourself and it says
"it takes a silly girl to lie about the dreams she has Lord it takes a lonely one to wish that she had never dreamt at all"
in some ways i relate. sometimes i wish i never loved to sing because my sister does too. its like singing has always been her thing so when i want to sing im almost doing something bad. i could never sing in front of her, not because i think shes better then me or because i feel inferior its just because im afraid she will get mad for having the same dream. my family doesnt kno i even like to sing, to them i only like to paint and do my art, but there is so much more to me that they dont see. i love to write, im always getting awards for my writing too, and i do love my art but there is a lot of other things i love to do. i want to act, im a good actress, one of my dreams is to win an academy award. and most of all i love to sing the best feeling in te world would be standing on a stage and looking out to see a ton of people coming to watch you lie your dream. id want everyone to lose themselves in my music and feel what i feel. that would be the greatest in the world.
well im done for now ill write back later
you know you love me,
arielle
"it takes a silly girl to lie about the dreams she has Lord it takes a lonely one to wish that she had never dreamt at all"
in some ways i relate. sometimes i wish i never loved to sing because my sister does too. its like singing has always been her thing so when i want to sing im almost doing something bad. i could never sing in front of her, not because i think shes better then me or because i feel inferior its just because im afraid she will get mad for having the same dream. my family doesnt kno i even like to sing, to them i only like to paint and do my art, but there is so much more to me that they dont see. i love to write, im always getting awards for my writing too, and i do love my art but there is a lot of other things i love to do. i want to act, im a good actress, one of my dreams is to win an academy award. and most of all i love to sing the best feeling in te world would be standing on a stage and looking out to see a ton of people coming to watch you lie your dream. id want everyone to lose themselves in my music and feel what i feel. that would be the greatest in the world.
well im done for now ill write back later
you know you love me,
arielle