You're lucky to be alive so I wouldn't count on anything, proceed with caution from here on in
Why has this thing gotten so complicated? I just wanted to be terribly vauge in a short paragraph and be off to bed.
Every song reminds me of someone new, someone old. I am moving forward but I am not moving on. I miss you and I miss the past but the future looks o so new and fun and good. I reach out for it and it is pushed back. I will not chase it like I chased you. I am letting go of the past and I am letting go of what may be in the future. You no longer own the smallest part of me, you are the smallest part of me. Hiden but not in precious way, in a very shameful way.
Do not forget, I'm a loner dottie, a rebel.They all knew it but it is easier to act surprised. I will explain it to you when it makes no difference, you'll apologize and I will pretend that it is all okay, but know now, it is not okay. I am not fun, I am not FUN. Hear it in your heart, count the ducks and enjoy the sky.
Every song reminds me of someone new, someone old. I am moving forward but I am not moving on. I miss you and I miss the past but the future looks o so new and fun and good. I reach out for it and it is pushed back. I will not chase it like I chased you. I am letting go of the past and I am letting go of what may be in the future. You no longer own the smallest part of me, you are the smallest part of me. Hiden but not in precious way, in a very shameful way.
Do not forget, I'm a loner dottie, a rebel.They all knew it but it is easier to act surprised. I will explain it to you when it makes no difference, you'll apologize and I will pretend that it is all okay, but know now, it is not okay. I am not fun, I am not FUN. Hear it in your heart, count the ducks and enjoy the sky.