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[toxicityjunkie]

Ive been so board latley. There's been nothing to do. Video games, Tv, Reading, Homework. It's all boring to me. I don't know why. I've been so board, life is so boring in Rahway. There is no excitement in my life. I wish i could go to Italy or England. Be on vacation some place other than home. If i had a girlfriend, I probably wouldn't be so board. Only if she haden't said "Were just friends". I hate that phrase. It is the phrase no guy OR girl wants to hear. I hate it when things don't go my way. I think everyone hates it when things don;t go their way. It's just plain annoying. I don't know about anyone else, but I plan these insane situations where things, in my eyes, are perfect. But what people don't anticipate is the opposing human factor. If there was no one to say "no" or "Yes" or "maybe", things would be perfect. If no one was there to say "were just friends" or "I don't like you that way". If only, things were that simple. It's kinda ironic isn't it. We all wish things would go our way and we think life would be perfect but, life that way would never work. And i was thinking that I had at last, found nirvana. Guess I was wrong, huh? Latley, along with being board, ive been really tired for some reason. This morning, i woke up and thought it was Saturday until i realized it was 7:30 and i needed to take a shower and get my (hold you tounge when you read this next word)dumptruck-ass to school. I came to school late. Weird. I think the two have some sort of connection. The bordem and the exhaustion. Maybe im tired because im so board. Or maybe im so board beacuse im tired. Or maybe aliens have abducted me and this life ive been living this past week has all been a hologram?! Or maybe it's just a projection that has been produced by the Matrix?! Well, whatever it is, i don't care. I just wish it would end.

Hey say this 5 times fast:

"I don't get it! I am Sofa King we todd it."

If you dont get it at first, go say it to someone of an obvious higher intellegence than your own.