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Love, it's a Motherfucker...It seems that every time you like a person you fuck it up. I can't take it. FUCK IT. All this crap...it really is fucking ridiculous. I am nothing more than a friend to anyone. The only REAL romantic relationship that i ever had was an accident. I would never have a chance with any girl. It's not the relationship part, i am capable of that but it's the initial beginning of the relationship, the part about asking the girl out, that's the part i am incapable of accomplishing. That is why i feel that i never will have a girlfriend during high school. I can't take it. I feel that now is the right time that i should go away. I should be put in some sort of an institution for the insane.
Do you know what I did today. After getting home from the mall. I got in a fight with my younger brother, not a fist fight but a vulgar fight of vocabulary. I went to my room, I turned my Metal Music real, really loud and i cursed out ever girl who said that "we were just friends". I feel like that I have no strength left. I punched a hole in my wall and then took a bat to my window. Some dick called the police. I explained to them that I was having an extremely shitty day. So i got a warning and the offered some advice to me...."chill out". WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT SHIT!! You are the motherfucking police!! what the hell!! A cop shouldn't just say "chill out". They should take you to their station and put you in ANGER FUCKING MANAGEMENT!! JESUS FUCKING CHRIST!!! I hate all police, they are fucking idiots. ...fuck it, fuck it all.
Do you know what I did today. After getting home from the mall. I got in a fight with my younger brother, not a fist fight but a vulgar fight of vocabulary. I went to my room, I turned my Metal Music real, really loud and i cursed out ever girl who said that "we were just friends". I feel like that I have no strength left. I punched a hole in my wall and then took a bat to my window. Some dick called the police. I explained to them that I was having an extremely shitty day. So i got a warning and the offered some advice to me...."chill out". WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT SHIT!! You are the motherfucking police!! what the hell!! A cop shouldn't just say "chill out". They should take you to their station and put you in ANGER FUCKING MANAGEMENT!! JESUS FUCKING CHRIST!!! I hate all police, they are fucking idiots. ...fuck it, fuck it all.