yea so I don't think I will be skating anymore...

[toxicinhalation]

I sort of got in a really bad accident yesterday, which is why I am currently not in school. I fell of my skateboard just going down a hill and I guess I picked up a good amount of speed...so like next thing I know im on the ground and I thought I was cool so I jumped up, and I look on the ground and there is like a lot of blood. So I was a little bit worried, and I ran home as fast as I could, I was only around the block by beechmont so it wasn't so bad. Something kinda funny happened, this lady stopped her car and like wanted to drive me to the hospital right away, but I was like no its cool my house is right down there, and she gave me a tissue haha...like a fucking tissue would help I couldn't even tell what was up with my hand I was bleeding so much, and I had split open my chin so I had blood running all down my front, and I definately scared my mom when I got home, and she drove me to the hospital. Thats when I started crying because I guess I finally realized what happened, and I also sort of realized that I lost a peice of my fingertip...which really is what pissed me off the most. Like until it heals and crap, I can't play guitar, I can't work out, I can't do fucking anything. I also gashed open my side pretty bad, so I got two rows of stiches in my chin, stiches in my finger...the finger is def the worst, and he didn't stich my side, but its pretty bad. So basically im on a shitload of pain meds and antibiotics which make me nauseous and it sucks.

what really fucking sucks is as soon as i get home the first thing my little brother said to me is can I have your skateboard....no fucking way its MY skateboard....that really pissed me off.

I guess I have to be optimistic about this because there is no use crying over spilled milk....I would have so much rather spilled some milk lol

yea so I am going to be really bored, come over and visit...anyone

and thank you Izzy for sending flowers, that was really thoughtful