making progress

[toxicinhalation]

So I can pretty much say I am ready to start over...yea that probably only makes sense to me ha well yea. I never really make any sense, but today I just feel like I have come to terms with myself. In other words I don't feel like shit today, and I don't really care anymore if others value me. I don't really care about anything right now, and I don't want to put thought into well... anything. I spend to much time critisizing myself and overthinking situations, and I don't want to do it anymore. I want to get out of my past, and start looking forward to things in the future. I hope there are things to look forward to in my future, I dunno, I just want to start over with a better outlook on life in general. haha now that I read this over, this is such bull...Oh well.

SAT's tommorow :(....I am so not ready ha, but who is?

apparently according to my sister middle school kids think I am hot shit...