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My day was just so blah and yea this entry is going to be one of those pointless ones, so you can stop reading now if you want. It may not go on much longer though, who can really tell? It just depends on how long I wish to ramble on for. So I decided the only thing I can really depend on is the gym because it will always be there unlike most things that make me happy, and I need to start eating healthy because I figure I might as well just go all out on this being healthier thing. I did alright today, If you disregard the oreo's I ate before yoga. I really would be so much happier if I could live on my own. Parents stress me out and make things so much more complicated. They just don't understand anything, and they never put how anything makes me feel into consideration. I hate it!!!!! I just wanna scream really loud because I'm stressed and I have more energy to kill, but if I scream I have a strong feeling that I may get yelled at which is why I shouldn't have parents. They don't influence my descisions at all, and believe me I don't make good descisions as it is, but its not like they are helping any. I really need to get everything together and just stop being so dumb, the thing its not like I'm ignorant to the descions I make, I just don't care anymore...but i do if that makes any sense at all. Eh I make no sense not even to myself, but does it all really matter anyway